Honor your commitments with integrity.
Honor your commitments with integrity.
I haven’t posted on this blog for awhile, stress about all the events #45 is doing really got to me. Every day there is something, not just one thing, but multiple distractions, idiotic, stupid stunts. Every day you read about the injustices and rights of others being denied them. Every day, you hear about all the proposals the Senate and Congress want to make to make our lives “better” (more miserable) and line their pockets. You hear about collusion, you hear about the nepotism, the payoffs, the lack of transparency in this administration and you wonder is NOTHING going to stop this madness! Is there no way or anyone going to do anything to stop this.
I had to take a break, so I got out of the country, only to find out what other countries think about #45, what other countries are going through and making me wonder what is happening to our world, not just our country.
I think the reason I have been mostly disillusioned and stressed lately is seeing what has happened to our ethics, morals, and integrity. Not just in this nation, which is closer to home, but in this world. These three words are not just words, they are values that are not abstract, they have been valued for centuries even millennia. Although history has seen these values cycle in the populace, these observations that I am making, at almost 70 makes me realize that I now am living in an era that these values seem to be missing. It’s disturbing to see the trend that is taking place in the world, here in the US, Turkey, Paris and Britain. Why are these values, these truths of an honorable life being ignored and devalued? When did an ethical life, a person with high morals and integrity become such a rarity and why do those with these values lose so much in society. Those individuals that work hard, live a clean life, treat others fairly and honestly become the victims of a society that seems to rapidly being taken control by the bigots, narcissists, and cruelty of those who feel necessary to deny equality and a good life for those that live this honest, ethical life?
Since when did TRUTH become a dirty word and lies become acceptable? Why are we as a society turning a blind eye to justice? When did we become so jaded as to accept the violence, the dirty dealings of power, the lies of those in power as acceptable behavior and allow it to continue without even standing up for the truth?
There has always been corruption in society through the ages, however, we have always strived to overcome that corruption and injustice. There has always been inequality in society, but we have worked hard to build better relationships and equality for all. These problems were not acceptable! We fought to achieve more, to achieve better! It will always be a continuing battle, we cannot rest, we cannot be apathetic. We cannot accept anything other the highest of values of equality for gender, race, religion, or beliefs, otherwise, we become complicit. Fighting can be tiring and discouraging, we need to pick our fights and not focus on trivial commentary or appearance but the results and/or possible outcomes of actions that will affect our future, our children’s future, our democracy, and our world. We cannot allow this normalization of hate, bigotry, and lack of global concern persist. We must maintain fortitude and strength to continue the fight. Fighting for our beliefs, for global conscience and ethics takes courage. It’s time now to take stock of our own values and see where we stand, how we want our world to go forward. Do you have the strength and courage to evaluate your own ethics, morals, and integrity and take it to the world?
We need to not only protect each other in this turbulent and dangerous time, we need to protect ourselves. We need to protect our energies and spirit. We need to re-evaluate where we can do the most good while still keeping true to ourselves and keeping the negative energies from draining us. This is vital to maintain the resistance, to maintain the fight for what is right for the good of the earth, our democracy, and our own souls.
This question has been on my mind a lot lately, in fact, ever since the election. I got married in 1969, a week before Woodstock, during the age of peace-loving hippies, political marches about the Vietnam war, Nixon, the Ted Kennedy scandal of Chappaquiddick, and the first draft lottery for the military (the main reason my ex-husband married me was to avoid the draft). I had very strict parents and a very repressed childhood as I’ve mentioned before, so I didn’t dare speak up or out. When I married I married someone exactly like my father, someone who kept me suppressed, who “gaslighted” every unique thought I ever had. I felt stupid for feeling the angst and anxiety I saw happening in the 70s. It kept me quiet. I was not the hippie, I was the quiet, obedient child and wife watching in pain. Watching the world around me on fire, watching others in pain, watching as other women, African-Americans, Native Americans, gays and lesbians and other marginalized people continued their fight for equality, and many Americans joined the protest against the ongoing war in Vietnam.
Perhaps, this is partial cause of what has happened to our society today, too many others, like me, stood quietly by and didn’t speak up. But now, I don’t have parents to quell my thoughts or my voice. I don’t have a husband to make me feel stupid or abuse my intelligence. Now I only have me to blame for not speaking out against the injustice in the world. This is the conundrum, a quiet, introvert speaking out, becoming an activist, attempting to find the words and the vocabulary she needs to express to the world who needs to listen and understand what is at stake for us all!
If anyone has studied history they can see that there are patterns that result in either success or disaster, in the rise and fall of empires. We study the personalities that help us rise to our best in the world and we see those personalities that try to deceive us and gaslight us, basically, scam us like those online dating scammers who take advantage of those desperately seeking love. Really? are there that many out there that desperate to believe and need someone else to solve their problems and will believe anything told to them? Can they not think for themselves and do the research to determine between factual news and fake news. Can’t they see what really is a stake? Their freedom! It’s not just a political party question. It’s a matter of integrity, moral ethics, moral compass, and TRUTH.
I am not a religious person but I have studied and read the Bible (many times). I particularly am fascinated by the book of Revelations and the End Times. I know it says after the Rapture that even some good people are left to endure the anti-Christ and they essentially are left to testify and tested of their faith – to testify. I feel now, I am being tested. Am I to sit back and silently let things happen as they may or am I going to speak my convictions, stand up for equality, stand up for what is right and not allow injustice without me saying something. My answer, NO!
I am learning, I will continue to learn, I will continue to gather my strength. The dragon inside me roars to be released in earnest.